Roar.
Dismantle. Untangle. Unwind. Shed the layers that have been suffocating you. Land with a boom inside your body. And take up some motherfucking space.
Dear truth-seeker,
You feel deprived. Your needs are hungry. You are spent. Exhausted. Gutted.
You have conformed, constricted, contorted, and distorted yourself for others, who have been penetrating your energetic space without your consent.
You’ve compromised yourself to manage their emotions at the cost of your own, because you’ve thought you needed their okayness in order to have yours.
Much of your life has been such a performance that you can’t totally feel what’s true for you beneath all these layers. Let alone fully embody it.
And - when you let yourself dip beneath the numbness of the external control show - you touch grief.
Grief at the ways you feel you have been violated and forced to be compliant. And maybe even rage.
You want to harness the clear and neutral power of your NO to all the external pushes and pulls on your energy, so you can be in alignment with your authentic, receptive, soft, and open-hearted YES.
I feel your desire to stop forsaking your needs for theirs. To be shored up, powerful, and well-fed.
You never have to abandon, forsake, deny, or betray yourself again.
Roar.
Welcome to my core program. I had retired all my other programs because they were no longer true. I let them die. This container is the core creational energy that demanded to be born in that space.
‘Roar’ is the invitation when your desire - above all - is to be free. Free of external sway. Free of cords. Free of attachments. Free of codependency. Free of the influence of resentment, guilt, shame, overwhelm, confusion, or resentment. Free to be who you are.
It is the ancient, crooked witch’s finger beckoning you down the labyrinthine mystery path of your unknown inner landscape, which holds the secret keys to that freedom.
With me as your guide, you will cross the threshold onto the slippery, sliding downslope of the dank, rich, fertile, and wild Feminine.
Here, the tenderly applied pressure of life herself brings you what you need in each moment to integrate, transmute, and alchemize your karmic wounds, as you open to receive her.
Layer after layer of your disguises will be shown to you and then fall off like heavy robes that have been covering the piercing power of your soft and open center.
You will land completely in your body, where you can feel what is true for you, and expand from this place so powerfully and completely that it is impossible to betray yourself.
(Like a memory foam mattress taken out of its packaging that just can’t be put back in)
And then - from that clear, immovable knowing - you will live the holy roar from your womb that expresses crystal clear as Your Medicine. Vibrating out from your core, calling to it all that is in resonance with it. And a natural protection to that which is not.
You will be unadulterated. Easy. Solid. Unavailable for bullshit. No contortion required. Non-compliant to anything but your own YES.
The Journey.
I will walk you through the following gates:
Rewilding
Your descent. Sliding down the walls. Melting. Unwinding. Shedding. Disrobing. Surrendering to life herself as your teacher.
Reclamation
Landing in your body. Feeding yourself and your desire. Naked. Raw. Open. Knowing whats true.
Renaissance
Rebirth. Your Ascent. Rising. Taking up space. Expression.
Your ROAR.
Internally validated action. No bullshit. No games. Creation. Living in your ROAR.
I can’t tell you how long this will take. You will choose your pace and your exit. You will probably go slower than you think you ‘should’. You will determine when you are living in your roar (and even then you may chose to continue with the practice, as new dharma themes/transmissions are released each month based on the collective energies).
These are not my rules. They are Hers. In this way, ‘Roar’ is an unfolding, self-guided process rather than a linear, defined program.
It is your masculine mind that wants to know what to expect, and by ‘when’. The invitation here is to lean into The Feminine and settle in for the ride.
In this process, you will bring life to the table as your teacher - and me as your guide - to discover the gold nugget of truth medicine hidden inside your dramas, triggers, and conflicts.
We will untangle the knots together so you can find the soul wisdom within and the orgasmic energetic release as the binds comes loose.
You will become powerfully neutral, clean, and clear in your communication (this is the relationship olympics, with life Herself as your coach).
Through practice you will master the great adventure you chose to play: Human.
The Vow.
This work is a living, breathing embodiment of the sacred ‘Holy Woman Vow of Inner Devotion’.
Unapologetic - I do not apologize for myself. I take responsibility for myself, and I am in full ownership of myself. I meet my own edges so others don’t have to. I see others in their power to hold what who I am brings up for them, and I treat them as such. Minimizing, deleting, qualifying, retracting, and adulterating Who I Am does not happen here.
Unbound - Control has been the mechanism through which I’ve kept myself small and stuck. It has been suffocating, relentless, and punishing. Binding. It has kept down the wild woman within. I am no longer a slave to that control, manipulation, coercion, or domination. I am neither the victim, nor the rescuer, nor the persecutor in the external game. I play by my own rules.
Unfuckwithable - I am boundaried, shored up, and powerful. I do not compromise myself for your tastes, or who I think you want me to be. I feed myself. I transmute my karmic patterns into manna for my soul. I am a grand-spaceholder for Human and Divine. Above all: I hold myself and therefore am able to be with anything. I am in integrity, alignment, and full self-expression. I am holy and treat myself as such.
The Details.
Here is what’s included:
Monthly Live Alchemy Calls with Me. You will bring your stuff and we will work it through. First Friday of every month at noon MTN time.
Core Teachings to open your awareness where it has been unconscious and catalyze your downloads and ‘aha’ moments
Embodiment Processes so you can actualize The Work into your world
Monthly Shamanic Limpia Ceremonies to receive energy clearing for each gate and release the unconscious patterns that are holding you hostage
Holy Woman Community to have a space for the practice of clean relationships, to hold you in your sharing of what’s present for you each week, and to crystalize your breakthroughs
A Fresh Dharma Transmission Every Month (ongoing) coinciding with the current collective energies to deepen your practice and continue your quantum evolution beyond the core curriculum
Access to ‘Current Client’ Special Rates for 1:1 sessions with me bookable through the Roar container
The moment you sign up you will be given access to the portal that houses all teaching, processes, and call info. And the field begins to work with you.
The Commitment.
This container has a 4-month minimum commitment.
But, first.
You have to want it. You have to be willing to get messy for it. To let your ego fall to its knees.
This work isn’t easy. It will take you to your edges. It will not always be sweet and gentle.
We will be dismantling the games you play that you don’t know you are playing. This can be very confronting to the mind.
You get to see yourself in your power to hold what this brings up for you.
Also, whatever you have to walk through to sign up IS the work. It starts the transmutation.
Your true desire is what exists beyond the mental noise, the ‘reasons’, the excuses, the pro’s and con’s, the ‘yeah buts’ and the ‘what ifs’.
I’m not here to convince you of what this will do for you.
If this work is yours to do, it will have a familiar resonance - as though you have trained in these mystery schools before.
Simply put: you will know if this is for you. And I don’t mean ‘know’, I mean know.